Khushi watched her
reflection as she fiddled with her earring. She felt light, as though a
huge boulder was lifted of her chest. She wasn't even aware that she
was leaden with the guilt and stress that Shyam had caused since he
walked into her life. But sharing it with Arnavji had helped and she was
surprised that he took it rather well.
"Please Devi Mayaa, no more surprises for tonight. I don't know if my heart can take anymore."
She walked into
the bathroom and immediately was drawn to the huge mirror. She slided it
left and again the light switched on. She looked at the dressing area
and smiled. He was definitely a laad governor and was purposely taunting
her. He knew all along he was going to hide.
"You could sacrifice your queen Khushi. I couldn't sacrifice mine." Echoed
in her head and her smile widened. She closed her eyes and placed both
her hands on her heart. "Thank you Devi mayaa. Please look after him and
everyone he holds dear and of course my family."
She quickly laid
her make up on the vanity cupboard and began to retouch her makeup. She
had to now definitely look presentable, especially since she was now
back to the realms of sanity, she hoped.
She took one last glance at her reflection, smiled and made her way to the ground floor.
"Khushi, this long?! To change?" Buaji approached her. "Are you ok?"
"Yes buaji. You?"
Khushi asked though not truly interested in the answer. Her eyes darted
across the room, looking for him. But he was no where. She sighed. She
needed to see him, desperately. She couldn't believe she was already
missing him. If this was how she was reacting barely 30 mins had passed
since he left the room. How would she have coped if she had actually
left Delhi? Forget leaving Delhi. How will she cope going home today?
Definitely she would be munching on jalebis tonight.
"Khushi, bitiya." Her buaji shook her. "Where are you? I'm talking to you."
"I'm here buaji.
Just a bit tired. You know with all the dancing." Again her eyes
scanned the room and again it was disappointed. "I need water, do you
want some?"
"No. I'm not drinking anything where 'Hello Hi Bye Bye' is concerned."
Khushi wondered
what that was all about but didn't have the strength to listen. She
politely excused herself and made her way to the drinks corner. She
picked a glass of juice instead and began to slip it slowly.
"I don't care
Aman, it has to be perfect. And you have less than 15 minutes. Pull it
off and you will get a huge bonus." A familiar deep voice spoke.
Immediately Khushi
turned around, in search of the source of the voice. Nothing. Did she
imagine him? Was she now suffering from auditory hallucinations?! Please Devi mayaa, enough of excitement for tonight. She closed her eyes, and took some deep breaths to steady her heart.
"Miss me?"
Khushi turned
around instantly. Her lips stretched to a smile. She opened her eyes and
there he was standing in front of her. She shook her head and sipped
her drink.
Arnav took a step forward and studied her. "Sure?"
She nodded.
Another sip. Her eyes darted to his lips. Images of her kissing his lip,
biting them and licking them flashed before her. Her eyes widened. She
gulped her drink.
His smirked widen. "Shall we check?"
"Check?" she mumbled.
He stepped closer. "Yes, whether you missed me or not?"
"There is a test?!"
Arnav laughed. "Not officially. But I guess we can resume where we left off upstairs."
"Here?!" She
looked around the room and then glanced back at him. "There are loads of
people here." Khushi's thoughts returned to him holding her on the bed,
his hand resting on her tummy. Her tummy started doing flipflops
causing her to place her hands on her abdomen to steady herself.
"I'm sure they
won't mind. Well actually, I don't care what they think. I know I
certainly don't mind. I promise I won't bite, well maybe a little."
He edged closer. Khushi edged several steps back but Arnav matched moving closer.
"Why do you always move back Khushi?"
"Because you move
forward? Please Arnavji. There are people here." She whispered, barely
able to hear her unsteady voice. Her heart was thumping too loud and she
was pretty sure it would give up on her soon with the increased
workload it was experiencing.
"Hi Arnav." An
elderly lady approached them. Khushi breathed a sigh of relief and took a
step sidewards, increasing the distance between her and Arnav.
"Good evening Mrs
Chatterjee. Hope the evening has been good for you?" Arnav greeted her,
placing two kisses on her cheeks. "Keeping in good health?"
"Yes, Arnav, thanks for asking. I didn't know you danced, and that too well."
"You are too kind.
It's a hidden talent though now waiting to be explored further." He
smiled; his eyes watching Khushi intently.
Khushi felt the
heat in the room rise and she needed fresh air. She moved further and
watched him. He moved away too and together they started walking.
Greeting people on the way. Making polite conversations with others:
Occasional thank yous for the compliment of her dancing well. Yes,
definitely she would be able to teach some dance moves or two.
Most of her
attention was at the man not so far away. Their eyes darted away and
back, communicating silently with each other. He still had the smirk on
his face and she smiled like a helpless in love teenager.
"Khushiji?" Khushi turned and spotted NK.
"Yes Naneji?"
"Khushi, you were
just brilliant on the stage. You danced so well. I was blown away, not
literally but figuratively, you understand."
"Yes Naneji." Khushi smiled.
"And I must say
Naanav did a splendid job too. You know if you both did not hate each
other so much and not constantly fighting, you might just make an
adorable pair."
"Yes Naneji." Khushi smiled.
"You are not listening to me are you Khushi?"
"Yes, no I mean no
Naneji. Definitely listening." Her eyes darted to the left, expecting
to see Arnav but he was not there. She then tried as subtlely as she
could to find him.
"Lost something? Shall I help you find it?" NK asked.
"No. I haven't lost anything."
NK took a step
closer and placed his hands on her shoulders and spunned her to the
right. He edged closer and whispered "Naanav is over there, talking to
Naniji."
Khushi turned and looked at him. "I was not looking for him."
"Really? Well then it was my mistake. Lets go."
"Where?"
"I don't like it
here, too noisy. You don't seem to be able to hear properly. So shall we
go to the garden. Less people, less noise and you wont have the
distraction of Naanav that you don't like." He smiled mischievously.
"Shall we?!"
"No, its ok." Khushi look down in embarrassment. "Was it that obvious? Am I that obvious?"
"Not so much you. You do seem more distracted since you've come down. Also smiling more, which is a good thing."
"Then how did you guess?"
He motioned his
eyes towards Arnavji's direction. "Him. Now a different story. Very
obvious. He is smiling. I don't know what he is telling Naniji but they
both seem to be very happy. Normally Naanav doesn't like parties and
Naniji is tensed about it. But today not so. Also, he laughed at your
performance even when you mocked him. Naanav and laughing? Never in a
million years. Unless?"
"Unless?"
"The only time when men like him become like this if they are infected."
"Arnavji is not well?! Did he not take his medication? I'll go and check."
NK held Khushi's hand. "There is no medication if he is bitten by the lovebug."
"Naneji!!" Khushi tapped his wrist. "That is naughty."
"Yes, but that is
also true. What can I say Khushi? I'm hurt. You broke my heart. But
you've made my brother a changed man and immediately my heart is mended.
Anyone else I wouldn't have forgiven easily."
"Sorry Naneji." Khushi laughed.
"No problem. Bhabiji. Friends still?"
"Definitely. And don't call me Bhabi."
"Not yet but soon."
"What is that suppose to mean?" Khushi now was confused.
"Nothing."
Khushi glanced at
Arnavji. Their eyelock was brief. She watched as he made way towards her
babuji, knelt and said something. Babuji smiled.
What was going on?
Arnavji wheeled Babuji closer to the stage and Ammaji, buaji joined them. He then excused himself and came to stand on her left.
"Hi"
Her heart raced and her breathing became shallow. What my foolish heart. on just 'hi'. What about being strong.
"Is everything ok?"
He nodded.
She moved closer. "You still mean what you said about jiji and her wedding right?" she looked at him nervously.
"Everything is fine. Relax"
Khushi just studied him. Was something up? She struggled to think. Truly she was getting exhausted.
He edged closer to her. "This dress colour?"
"What about it?"
"It is not bad on you."
Khushi smiled. "Thank you."
She watched him as
he touched his ear and his eyes suggested she do the same. She touched
her left ear and realised that she had forgotten to place the earing in
her ear. How was that possible? She was pretty sure she had the
earring in her hand when she was in front of the dresser. And then her
thoughts had drifted to Arnavji and now she was not sure whether she
placed it on her or not. She positioned her hair over her ear. She had
to give it to him. He was very observant, was this recently or had he
been observant for a while now. Is that also why he believed her about
Shyam quite quickly. Did he smell a rat before she mentioned it?
"Ladies and
Gentleman. Can we have your attention please. Looks like everyone is
here for the gift ceremony." Anjali was now on stage with Shyam.
Khushi watched in disgust as Shyam studied her. But she was no longer scared.
Arnavji stepped away and on to the stage. He whispered something to Anjali and took the mike.
"Good evening
ladies and gentlemen. I hope you have had a wonderful evening so far. I
do apologise for changing the timing of the events tonight but work
commitments sometimes takes over. But I'm glad we are all here to
celebrate my brother, Akash and his fianc, Payal's sangeet. I certainly
have had a good time tonight and hope it will continue."
Khushi smiled lovingly at him.
"Khushiji, not so much" NK positioned himself next to her.
"What?"
"Smiling too much. Need to play hard to get a bit. Make Naanav sweat."
"Shhh. He is talking."
"Possessive!!! I like." NK whispered.
"So without
further ado. The scores are, Raizada's 23 and Gupta's 24. Can I get
Naniji on stage to give the Nataraja Murti. And the best dancer from the
winning team? is not a surprise ? Khushi."
The whole hall clapped and khushi looked down feeling nervous. Her fingers playes with her skirt.
"Khushi, come up please."
"Ja Khushi. Lover boy calling you." NK sniggered.
"Stop it naneji. You will pay for this"
"We will se bhabiji." NK whispered.
Khushi made her
way up the stage and stood next to Arnav. Naniji hugged her and handed
her the murti. "You did very well Khushi, very well indeed. I'm so proud
of you. You even made our chote dance. Thank you." She kissed her
affectionately. "Thank you so much."
Khushi tried so
hard not to cry. "Its ok Naniji. Thank you for the murti. And he
definitely gets his dance talent from his naniji." She held Naniji's
hand. "Shall we?"
"Not yet Khushi. There is one more gift." Arnav spoke.
"Another gift?" she looked questionably at Arnav.
Naniji nodded. "There is another gift. Shall I hold the murti safely for you and give it to you later. Ok?"
Khushi wasn't too sure. Another gift. What other gift? She nervously handed the murti to naniji.
Please Devi Mayaa. Nothing bad to happen. Please.
Arnav gave the
mike back to Anjali. He grabbed Khushi's hand and softly led her to the
centre of stage. All the lights turned off and then the background red
lights began to glow, with a soft rendition of "Khuda Jaane" in the
background. 2 spot lights focussed on them.
"Arnavji, what is this?"
He gestured her to stay silent.
Khushi watched as he got down on one knee and looked lovingly at her.
What?!
"Arnavji?" Khushi mumbled. "We are on stage."
"I know, Khushi. How many times do I tell you when I do or say something, let me finish."
Khushi turned and
looked at NK, who was beaming. He knew! Did they all know? Babuji was
smiling. So was ammaji. Buaji was in her own world. Naniji was beaming.
So was Akash and Payal. They too already knew? A quick glanced confirmed
that Anjali too was smiling like a child let free in a sweet shop. The
only one that seemed miserable was : no suprise for guessing Shyam and
of course, Mamiji. But Khushi knew that mamiji had no ill intention. She
was just having a tough time coming to terms that her daughter in law
was from a simple background, like she was instead of a high class model
with plenty of parental money.
"Khushi." Arnav
gently held her hand. "I know we didn't meet under the best
circumstances and our journey along the way has not been easy. But there
is something there that pulls us together. Call it fate, call it
destiny, call it Devi Mayaa. Initially I tried running away from it. But
I cant anymore. I have made stupid mistakes and said hurtful things to
you along the way. I hope you can forgive me one day. But without you, I
feel that my life is going away. I struggle to breath, struggle to
think. When you are sad and tearful, I'm distraught. But when you are
happy and smilling, I'm over the moon. So I'm asking you today, Khushi,
would you do me the honour and be my wife. Marry me? Please"
Khushi remained speechless. Did Arnav just propose to her? The ASR?!
"Khushi, you normally have to say something?"
"Pinch me."
"What?"
"Arnavji, please pinch me. I'm dreaming. I just dreamt that you ask me to marry you. I'm definitely losing my mind."
Arnav laughed. "Khushi! I am asking."
"Seriously?! I thought you didn't believe in marriage?"
"I didn't in the
past. But I do now and I want to spend the rest of my life, waking up to
you. I want you to be the first person that I see when I wake and the
last person I see when I sleep. I want to share everything with you, the
good times and the tough times. So what do you say?"
"You sure? I talk
non-stop. I talk rubbish most of the time. I'm always meddling in
things. I'm too emotional and like you say, don't use my brains that
often, maybe."
"Khushi, I'm sure. Now just tell me an answer or this will turn out to be the longest proposal ever."
"Yes."
"What?"
"I said yes."
"Think about it. You are saving yes to your rakshas, laad governor."
"You want me to say yes or no?! Make up your mind!"
Arnav thought for a moment. "Yes."
"My answer is yes
then. Because I too cannot live without you. Because everytime you come
close my heart pounds, maybe I'll get some normality soon. Because when
you are upset, it breaks me and when you laugh, it spurs me on. Because
mujhe farak padta hai. Bohot farak padta hai." Khushi beamed.
Arnav stood up and
removed a set of gold bangles from his jacket pocket. "This is my
mother's kangan." As soon as he slipped them on, rose petals and silver
stars rained on them.
"You did this?"
He nodded.
"When?"
"When you were telling me about Shyam. Why do you think I was on the phone, texting?"
"I thought you were just not listening."
"That's not going to happen. Agree you talk too much at times. But I always listen to you Khushi. Thank you."
"For what?"
"For saying yes."
The lights dimmed.
He brought her closer and his hand cupped her face. He edged his lips
closer and hovered slightly above hers. Khushi closed her eyes and felt
his lips touch hers initially gently but getting more aggressively. She
felt his tongue run across her lower lip. She responded by opening her
mouth and then his tongue slipped in, exploring her completely. Khushi
ran her fingers through his hair and pulled him closer. They seemed
oblivious to the cheers around them. Only when they needed to catch a
breath, their attention turned back to the room.
He laced his
fingers with hers and guided her off stage. Khushi felt the intense
stare from Shyam and squeezed Arnav's hand tight. Arnav turned to look
at her and then followed her gaze. He watched his jijaji who plastered a
very fake smile though his jaw clenched tightly.
"Don't worry Khushi. Sometimes revenge is best served sweet." He smiled and guided her to the their overjoyed family.
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loved the story u r heading it........
ReplyDeletethis is hands down one of my most favorite Arhi stories!! i've read it 4 times now ( and i first discovered the show back in Feb!!) lol
ReplyDeleteArnavs still very much in charge of the situation- like a true business man he has an exit strategy(the hidden door)
*sigh* Khushi bearing her soul to him! you hit the nail on the head with that.
YOur characterizations were perfect!
cant wait to read "To hell and back"
*fan girl mode* Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! That was amazing. I'm sad to see it end but it was just awesome.
ReplyDeleteI loved every bit of this short story. You're a really great writer.
ReplyDeleteHad read th s before also but was fun reading it again
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